continued.
“You always come here, Dad. But you’re always leaving to get coffee or answer your phone.”
I looked away.
He was right.
I visited Emma every day.
But I rarely sat still.
There was always a call to make.
A nurse to speak with.
A work problem to solve.
Something that gave me an excuse to step outside.
Then Noah asked the question I wasn’t prepared to hear.
“Why are you scared to stay in Mom’s room with me?”
I froze.
Because I was scared.
Scared of the silence.
Scared of how helpless I felt sitting beside Emma.
Scared that she might never open her eyes again.
And perhaps most of all, scared of everything I hadn’t said to her before my last business trip.
I looked at my seven-year-old son.
He wasn’t angry.
He wasn’t accusing me.
He was simply waiting for an answer.
But I couldn’t give