beside her photograph on the mantel.
The urn was gone now.
Sometimes I still caught myself looking toward the place where it had stood for seven years.
Melissa joined me.
“I wish I could remember saying goodbye to Mom.”
I put my arm around her.
“She didn’t get to say goodbye to you either.”
We stood together for a while.
Then Ava called from the other room.
“Mom! Come help me!”
Melissa turned.
“Coming!”
She wiped her eyes and went to join her daughter.
Hearing Ava call her Mom without hesitation was a gift I hadn’t known I’d ever receive.
When January arrived, I didn’t make the usual $40,000 transfer to Calvin.
Instead, the four of us visited the bank together and arranged for my contribution to go directly into an account designated for Ava’s education and other needs.
We agreed to review important expenses openly.
No more secrets.